this morning woke up at 7.30am, force myself to go for the monthly walk-a-jog organised by the RC at the park just a street across. the the chair-man of the RC came over and talked to me before the run.

'hey boy, you join cross-country?'

'eh? ermm....no? haha.'

'you should join wad....i've been noticing you for the past few years....just that you've gone up in weight a little.'

'err...haha okae thanks~'

see? it's so evident that i've gone up in weight. and my arms are getting more flabby.

well i guess my fitness level has indeed gone down...sigh.i'm going to train up before going to NS, that's for sure. must get into tip top condition if not i'm just going die in there la...

FOR HONOUR AND GLORY~! lol...

to add on...i'm suffering from something else.

MEMORY LOSS.

it's just terrible la...sometimes i just forgot about some stuff here and there, somethings are 'lost' in the memory bank.i'm just so helpless about it.maybe i'll get a notebook and write down everything.some people say that if the matter is important to you, no matter what happens you will never forget. i dunno...it's just terrible. maybe i'm stress? hur hur. as if.

oh and another thing: white hair.

always a problem that isn't really much of a problem.

please, it's not because of stress.....that's definite.

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