sometimes i dun really understand why they're people who get into relationship, getting in love and breaking up eventually, thousand of times and not get tired of it. or isit that they are able to bear the heartbreaking, or maybe there's not much feelings put in place from the start...
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sometimes, somehow or rather, bits and pieces of the past relationships comes back on my mind with questions, of why it ended that way, was there any misunderstanding that wasn't resolved? or did i take the relationship too seriously? was i at fault? have i done anything wrong? have i made up assumptions which wasn't really true and put the blame on her? sigh~
sometimes i feel like getting the answers, at the same time i wish i can forget everything that had happened. maybe i was too naive.
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how i wish that u were my first love...and the previous 2 relationship have never existed.
maybe at times when i'm alone bad memories wun haunt me. but i guess if things weren't this way, i couldn't have met you, dear.
i guess tt's fate. :)
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19 years of life, i dun think i've a lot of friends. maybe just a few will do, true friends that will stand by me, wun get annoyed even if i call them up just to kill time, or seek them when i needed help. one of them have become the one who i foresee myself spending my rest of my life with. hee. and the rest...friends forever! :)
(p.s. to λθψαν, thanks for entertaining me on msn :) )
